I want to let you know: I’ve just published over on Patreon, my new podcast The Sovereign Womb – which is being released there, on Funkwhale/ open.audio, and over on my Hive.blog/ @clareartista.
For multifarious multi-dimensional reasons, I am keeping this Secret Pregnancy series (so far there are 10 episodes) in spaces that are more private and reciprocal.
I will possibly publish into a wider realm, like onto my blog here, in the future – but at this point, it is important to maintain the right energetic flows between myself and who I communicate with about my deepest work.
In the meantime, keep in touch with all that I’m creating, via my Patreon – or join me on Hive.blog (REAL social media where you get paid for posting, and there’s NO censorship)
This is a podcast on when do we give up our art? – When do we make a decision to no longer be creative? When do we put down our paintbrushes and crayons? When do we decide that we’ll buy whatever we need and never handmake anything again – or do we perpetually procrastinate over getting back to it one day…?
It is an exciting week as I actually sit down at my easel, following a dense few months away from it. Even after almost 40 years of steady creative practise, there’s a point where – e.g., now having to take my car off the road – even if the Universe is calling me to make Art, the constructed world around me is certainly withholding the reward for doing so! And this in turn, alongside heavy censorship for supposedly making ‘offensive’ posts that ‘go against community values’ – but which are of course, if you know me and my work, actually deeply meaningful, sentient paintings all about vulnerability and consciousness, healing and expansion….
We all make choices to hold back with our creative power; it’s inevitable, in a ‘reality’ where, if we’re not questioning everything all the time, then we are not recognising how our energy is being pulled from us consistently, in multifarious directions. If we do consistently question everything, then slowly-slowly we can begin to feel into how every small choice to accept what is being offered, accumulates into bigger and bigger negative effects of our spirit, power, vitality and wholeness being Eventually, we shut down; we feel numb or apathetic or uninspired to action.
It is a fricking amazing-exciting-beautiful journey getting out of that! As I discuss in this podcast, feeling fully into knowing what it is to be numb, neurotic and un-creative is the optimum stimulus to get us back into our Art – feeling the lack of any one thing (especially something so powerful and natural like our need to fully express ourselves!) is excellent motivation for reclaiming it.
I’ve hugely appreciated time away from my easel – time delving deep into what it would feel like to not create, and to give up all that I’ve made in my life – to just let it gather dust and mould and never share it again, and then consequently to quietly peter out myself…. This was a good exercise: I can now re-enter more fully the entire space that I was made to fill up here!
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Here is a podcast for you, attached to this post, which you can also listen to over on Patreon. PLEASE NOTE that my Patreon name has changed to claregaiasophia (from claregalloway).
I fricking LOVE this subject – it is the What The F*** Is Art For?! podcast series, and this aspect of Art in particular is so very core to my lifework: our uniqueness – which is also our holiness, our divinely co-creative True Nature.
The subject of our inimitability is so very very pertinent these days, as more and more pulls us out of our uniqueness, and threatens our very nature – and the path back to who we really are seems awfully muddy-cloudy…
Art always tells us precisely who and what we are. It is our expression, just as our body tells us precisely who and what we are. Art, in its most primal and spontaneous sense, shows us what is inside – on the outside. This can help us reflect on what is internally – to see it in a visible form, a unique visual language – to better comprehend ourselves and to discern better where to go next.
I really want to elaborate on this subject, as there is just so much to unravel in our times; the mainstream is specifically pushing this agenda of homogeneity, as it must do in order to continue developing consumerism, materialism, and mass-production of things that distract us from what we really are/need/want.
As this agenda tightens and restricts us further, there is less and less acceptance of difference – even though the mainstream appears to be extending a warm embrace to all! The reality is that this acceptance is incredibly superficial, and anyone thinking, feeling, knowing, expressing or suchlike deeper difference – including any natural, wild or free aspects – is excluded. Not in the way that folks used to be burned as witches, but a much more subtle, firm, all-encompassing removal of privilege and relegating to the sidelines.
As a creator, I have witnessed this firsthand my entire life – from school to workplace, to socialising, to living in multiple cultures, to carving out a less-conventional path as an art-ist. The whole way has been painfully laborious, sidestepping limiting thinking and demands on me in return for being allowed to participate.
Journeying back to Divine Self in all our uniqueness – and without guilt, fear or pain around having to face ongoing penalties, aggressionlabour, projections, censorship, etc, etc, etc – is a heroic act. It possesses an alchemical power: the power to shift all things – culture, health, collective thinking, paradigms, and to ripple out through the Universe. Our every unique mark expressed, word spoken from core, labour made from nature and truth – extends its positive influence out beyond the boundaries of the physical, and echoes … perhaps even forever.
Do keep in touch dear friend – I LOVE being connected via Signal App, and am so blessed to know you and to be supported by you on Patreon… Many happy days to you, if you are in the colder months – here I’m cosying in, prepping the house for deep winter and revelling in being by the fire.
Here is a freshly-recorded podcast – the third in the What The F*** Is Art For?? series –for you.
These podcasts I create are taking more and more time to gestate, as they are going to/ coming from the heart of what wants to be revealed, released, realised and expanded – in relation to our purpose here on ‘planet Earth’.
As one who has dedicated a lifetime to Art, the expansion of consciousness, healing and Living In Gift – my mastery is becoming more tangible, more vital. My calling is to continue with this path, as I am able, following the signs that encourage me. There are many, many challenges coming up that seem genuinely insurmountable – and yet, each and every difficulty rises like a wave and I can choose whether to ride on it and have it carry me far… or be overwhelmed by it.
However, overwhelm is not an option now; living in Gift and listening to the elements, there is no room for not-being-in-tune-with-all-things. Not-being-in-tune sticks out like a thing that is really noticeable, and it simply asks to be attuned. So I attune it. Anything that piles up, simply calls to be un-piled-up – or washed or given away or recycled, or whatever the improvement is for that particular pile of things.
Life is immediate, clear and ringing with truth; all things have a more harmonious place, all moments are full and ripe, all options are open and possible, and all movement is towards solution.
Stepping out of work and into Art, from the construct and the grind into the Flow and the Right – is the mastery of our Art of Life; each of our lives are a work of Art. The very concept central to labouring, to the giving away of our time-energy-attention-resources in return for a few coins is an idea that distorts the Nature of reality.
In the podcast I go into these ideas immersively: you are most welcome to dive deep with me, and to join my work or my decentralised social media channels… See my Gift pages for more info on how to connect.
And please do share this podcast with someone you think will appreciate it – I need all the help I can get in sharing my work, as I have been heavily censored on mainstream for decades.
This is taking a serious amount of effort-full effort, pulling together failing tech and minimal resources…PLEASE SUPPORT MY WORK! As the electricians putter about amongst my very-outdated electrical wires, I managed to upload this podcast which I am uber-excited about!
This episode begins a new series, a long time in embryo: The What The Fuck Is Art FOR?! series. Real Art – NOT what parades and presents itself as ‘art’ – is the purest form of our Co-Creative Vitality. Here, I’m introducing the series, with an overview of what Art really is, how it represents hearth and heart, the centre of self and the centre of community. I speak to how our view of Real Art has been distorted to such a degree that we actually believe ourselves to be consumers and uncreative beings.
In some respect, this is true; our un-conscious behaviours dictate non-creative (i.e. either neutral or destructive) ripples – instead of expansive positive ones; all of our relationships are based in theft and competition, struggle and strife – instead of being mutually-beneficial and fruit-full.
This is changing rapidly, as millions of creative souls recognise what we’ve been sleepily participating in for all these years – and we begin to gather minds and hearts, resources and ideas, to bring everything out of tight spirals downwards, and into spiralling upwards. Our Divine Co-Creative Vitality is being returned to the centre of life – it is vital that we comprehend and participate in this process of reclaiming the rich treasure of our embodied Life.
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LOVE, immense gratitude and All Good Things To You!
Here is my podcast around Manifesting Being Effortless! You can also listen via my Patreon pages: patreon.com/claregallowayand via the Aureal podcasting platform over on Hive.blog blockchain (if you don’t know about Hive, just ask me – it’s a far more social, private and rewarding media!).
There has been a big old fashion in the contemporary ‘spiritual’ world around manifestation – at the same time, much of the chitchat in the mainstream is a simplistic model of a polemic ‘mind vs material’ ‘reality’.
Unfortunately, this can be a total head**** for most folks, because it gets into a sordid entanglement of “So I’m creating everything around me – and I don’t like it and want to change it – but the actions I’m taking are making it even worse – which makes me think that I am inherently flawed/ bad/ crazy -which makes me feel that this ‘wrongness’ is making it impossible to stop creating this negative reality around me…..” etc, etc, ad infinitum.
This happens primarily because we’re deferring to an external authority around what is Right for us – unless we’re under our own authorship, aligned with Divine Intelligence and fully present in Now, we’re being steered off course.
Fortunately, the beauty of any negative spiral is that when we can recognise the difference between going into the negative vs going into the positive – we can then begin alchemically tweaking in the everymoment, and move into an upwards spiral instead. This way, we move into ‘manifesting’ what we ‘want’ much more effortlessly.
I speak here to how we can feel into the difference between suffering and expansion, and thus make the infinite tiny wee, easy choices in everymoment, which can free up our relationship-with-all-things, free our vitality and healthfullness, and even have material resources that we need come easily into our field, because we’re ready and accepting of them in the right timing.
Blessings on your everymoment! And please Gift my work via Patreon or Hive – it will empower my life, health and sharing!
Healing for the long-term and to wholeness is a very different path from seeking to suppress symptoms. This is the crux of the polemic in our current worldview of healing, and why so many millions of folks are stepping out from under the oppressive agendas of modern medicine – and into health and freedom.
This is a vlog/ podcast around healing in the context of where modern medicine is going… and how we actually achieve wellness, wholeness, sanity and vitality.
You may also view this vlog as a video, on the Hive.blog:
Keeping our focus and groundedness, particularly as all kinds of new technologies and intrusions are being made into our mind-body-spirit, is essential to health. Our health sovereignty depends on our ability to navigate the unexpected, and to embrace everything externally as mirror of what is happening within us – both individually and collectively – integrating all the levels that we’ve been separated from/ which have been compartmentalised within us – uniting past present future, above and below.
This podcast speaks openly about medical termination of pregnancy, pain, life-long healing, panoramic view of our health, and how we can make sense of everything even when (or especially when!) it doesn’t make much sense to the ‘logical’ mind.
The Co-Creation Sessions
We meet twice every Wednesday – 11 am and 4 pm Rome, Italy time… painting, writing, composing, playing, exploring, sewing…
Just now we have space for up to 10 beautiful souls… If you’d like to get access to the links to join our next sessions, contact me directly: I send them out via my Zoho mailing list and on Signal App: if you send me a request, I’ll add your email or Signal profile to our Co-Creation group and/ or to the mailing list.
Blessings on your healing path, and if you receive Gift from this sharing, please consider supporting my work.See my connect page
This is a very private, intimate podcast, around one of the most controversial and confused subjects in this modern day: what is being termed in the mainstream ‘abortion’ – but which I will refer to in the podcast with various more appropriate terms which better express what this medicalised event can and should be more like.
I’m speaking so ‘personally’ here, to express something of my own journey through conception and then termination of pregnancy, to weave a more biodiverse view of how complex, private, unique, deep and transformative any releasing of pregnancy can be.
A truly sovereign womb is unlikely to conceive in an unaligned manner that an ‘unwanted’ pregnancy would occur… but a lot of wombs in this age – and the womb-ones (‘women’) in whom these wombs live and are inseparable from – have been violently assaulted and intruded upon precisely in order to condition them to conceive at wrong and at extremely disharmonious times.
Many women nowadays have made multifarious choices – long before getting pregnant unconsciously and unexpectedly – to defer away from their sovereignty, vitality, freedom to choose and freedom to be healthy.
By the time many women have stepped across the threshold of a very wrongly- or badly- or disharmoniously-aligned conception – and in the (as they preceive it) contradictory state of being ‘inconveniently with child’… by default they can only make decisions about how to deal with that situation, from a position of disempowerment, because they haven’t been exposed to the truth about their power over their own cycles and biology. And unfortunately the conventional medical system absolutely preys on women – depends on women and their bleeding, writhing suffering – just to exist. Oh, and of course, to profit obscenely.
What is Right or wrong about any pregnancy can only be assessed by the womb-one with the womb. The One in whom the conceived beingness has rooted and upon whom this tiny growing body is wholly dependent, is the sole living being who ultimately can or should even have any opinion, nevermind any POWER over choice on how the pregnancy manifests – or not. This is simply the truth, and Natural Law of the highest order and precidence. All opinions, strong feelings, ‘laws’ or ‘legislature’ over a woman’s body is absolutely irrelevant, when a woman owns and has absolute power over, whether or not a conception progresses to the child being born into the world.
So this podcast speaks one of the myriad, inimitable threads which makes up this immense tapestry of our womb collective, our womb whole and our interconnectedness. I speak purely and openly around what I Know, and around how I have returned to symbiotic health, vitality and fertility, from having been greatly quashed, violated and held in separation.
I know that the separated state is so very common, but that many other women have pushed through, striven onwards, made do and mended, rested into the familiar discomfort of mainstream, medication and material ‘stability’ – and then have these issues confront them terribly dramatically later on in life. All who take the crumbs, ultimately lose the treasure and the magic, unfortunately.
I’m sharing here, how these issues can be unfolded over the long-term, naturally and wholesomely – bringing us back into alignment and well-being: women do not have to be suffering as I did. There are myriad, natural ways to easily and gently release a pregnancy – and women who do not know this and yet need this knowledge – should be studying and learning from other women, rather than falling backwards into profoundly disempowering barbaric torture.
The ‘issue’ or narrative of what is termed medically as ‘abortion’ must be unravelled, if we are ever going to comprehend where our power, sovereignty and health lie as the awakened deep feminine. It can only be unravelled through our e.g. voices, throats, pelvises and minds – those of the womb-one who have been through all aspects of ‘termination’ of pregnancy. It is no-one else’s ‘business’ but ours and ours alone: the discourse must always grow from there, from the womb, first.
I will speak more about this in following podcasts.
Blessings on you, and do reach out if you would like to have a living conversation about this subject.
Here’s the latest episode in my Sovereignty Series on The Art Of Life podcast; Birth and Identity.
These are streaming-consciousness sharings from embodied, channelled knowing – around how we step out of this dark dreamspell we’ve been trapped in…. and flourish as divine co-creators on the paradise that is Gaia Sophia.
There is also practical advice – I promise! – on how we realign ourselves with our immense capacity and Right to Thrive.
There are huge amounts of complex informations flooding into mainstream right now, around identity in particular: paperwork and correcting ‘legal’ ‘status’, claiming sovereignty, common law and natural law, hierarchies of law, new systems which smack of the old systems…
Loads of the advice is being flung around with ‘authority’, as supposedly ‘successful’ folks claim that they’ve found the magic codes or handshakes, to get them into the system without having to pay the exhorbitent entry fee…
But Sovereignty cannot be bought, requested or manipulated: Real, Living Sovereignty is LIVED, and it pulses through us with no inhibition. It is our felt knowing, aligned – our shining, active connection with the Divine Co-Creative Intelligence and as Divine Co-Creator ourself. Our True Nature is by it’s inherent quality Sovereignty – and this is the identity that is hidden beneath all the so-very-distracting layers of ‘profiles’, IDs, passport photos, certificates and ‘permissions’, ‘verifications’ and ‘declarations’: our True Identity is not a homogenous list of data that can be fitted into a box in a grid in a filing cabinet in a super-computer under the fictitious ‘jurisdiction’ of some perverse against-life ‘authority’. No. Our Identity, without any of the added bells and whistles, glitter or spotlights, algorithms or surveillance – is Light, Love, and absolute Power To Co-Create.
When we know this, e v e r y t h i n g falls very tangibly into place around us, and we being to be a loving, living part of creation, rather than an automaton who is being led blindly by nefarious schemes.
Here is part three of this deeeep discourse around Birth: what it is meant to be, and how a Real, Natural Birth will bring us into divine conscious union with All Things.
This part of the podcast series on Birth is in audio-only, as it is a very deep dive. In opening up these subjects, the way opens like a painting, and all kinds of unexpected information floods in. I love speaking with you like this. It fits with how I paint, garden, cook, live and love…
The Sovereignty series is unfolding in parallel with my own sovereignty unfolding. It genuinely feels like a flower blooming, in a landscape which finally feels like one where I belong. Sovereignty. ultimately, to me, is all about the deepest kind of belonging: of becoming One, Whole, in a vast One-ness of the greater and the greatest Whole.
Our journey to the fullness of what we can be, has never been so vital and so pertinent. Collectively, we’re being faced daily with choices that might take us permanently away from closeness to God and spirit: we’re entering contracts or we’re pronouncing them null and void. We’re accepting what is being offered, from diabolical forces against life, or we’re quietly and firmly choosing ourself what path to walk, what seeds to plant, what colourful marks to paint and notes to sing.
These days, sometimes I feel a tad disconcerted by the silence, the peace, the simplicity and the lack of busy-ness. Then I remember to sit back and enjoy, and to get used to it. I worked very hard all my life for this health, this healing, this undisturbed harmony, and it might have been a veeery long digression from what should have been my Birth Right (or my Right Birth), but perhaps it is all the more precious for the suffering.
Blessings on our expanding Co-Creative freedom, and on all of our Re-Birthing into what we were meant to be,